Thursday 15 November 2012

ghosts

Was that Brig? No. Looked like Brig though. 
Funny how quickly those things transport you back.
It was round here too. 
Sometimes I'm in a time machine & I'm right back there. 
Freaky. Because you know it's not possible & that everything has changed & you're suddenly full of panic & overcome with future dread.
The low engulfs you as you realise nothing can be changed & what's lost is lost forever in fading memories. 
You can't feast on regret. 
I walked passed my old door Number 56 in Pimlico. 
I wonder how it feels to go & live again in a place you'd left many years ago.
Is there any kind of solace. Or some kind of finality. True closure. 
Or just ghosts.